Actually today i dont wanna posting, but my problems force me to do this…
yesterday, i saw him.. I dont know why my heart felt so hurt.. Really hurt baby..
But why dont you know my heart always beating for you?
Every day my love for you grew up more and more..
But that feelings already gone because one thing…
I saw you with Her
I dont know who is her?
But it already hurt me so much..
I wanna give up now…
I wanna forget all of the love..
Maybe that’s the best way for you and me to the future…
I was happy when i spent the time together with you..
Maybe it’s really difficult for us
Letting you go, Letting you leave me
No other choice..
Why didn’t you say anything to me..
But that’s right. I dont wanna see your face for this time..
Do i have to hate you
Or do i have to blame myself
If i can turn back the time
I only have thoughts of returning to the past
When i was happy with you…
I wont ask again
If you want to leave me
Dont look back as you leave
I wont shed any tears
It will only weaken my heart
Your shape is getting blurry as you walk away from me
I must be crying
I know will miss you greatly
I guess i have to suffer through it
aku emang udah bikin keputusan, keputusan yg menurut aku begitu menyakitkan :(
And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on
20 agustus 2010 —-> semuanya sudah berkahir
sumpah-aku-kangen-banget-sama-kamu
17 august 1996, it’s my birthday
It’s hurt but i’ll try to be find
Just let it flow and believe on you. If later you hurts me or makes me wanna die, I will smile and says ‘it’s okay
kayanya gue ga pernah bosen bilang kata “I miss you so much
aduuuuuh si gifari gombal deh
